One lost, A new friend found

Have you ever realised that people come and go in our life? We build friendship today, and we may lose that friendship or probably the circumstances change the friendship...it may be shortlived or there is a change of mode within a short span of a few months. This month alone, 2 nice friends left the country for good, seeking for new life adventures. One will eventually come back...the other, I dunno.

So the point is, do we treasure the friendship we have with people around us, or do we take them for granted? For the friend I may not meet anymore, we exchange emails and other modes of communication, for the other, yeah,...the phone...but with friends far away, will the friendship be as strong, dunno.

This made me thinking about the friendships I build with people around me. Those who are still here, those whom I am still very much in contact, I am going to make sure I make a point to contact them at least once a while, and even if we may not have time offline, we can always chat online and check how each of us are doing. So whatever friendship I have built, to whoever is concern, I SHALL TREASURE YOU!

School holidays

Well...you may have thought,,,chool hols....free days...enjoyment...on the contrary...it was tiring, and I am dead beat. Yes, I dont have to teach, no school...no need to wake up at 530 am. But I had so much more work. Gosh, never knew a maid's life is super miserable. I had to handle everything at home since my maid is away for a short break home. Gosh, its definitely not easy, to stay home and do housework and all those stuff related to the home. It is tiring. Now I wld definitely appreciate my maid better. She is definitely efficient. And who says cooking is easy, so tiring to clean up after coooking, any takers to help me clean up?You may get free meals, the food i cook, if u dare to eat them off coz...haha

Signs

In the midst of the day
Wishing
For moments when I am venturing the dreams

But the dream is drained as the day passes
Sounds of laughter is no longer an excitement
Mission in life is lost
Meanings of life has become invalid

The blue ocean
Which was once a beauty
Has fade away
With the grey sky

A sign
For the twist of life

But amidst the gloom
A smile emerge
Its a telltale of the future?
In the middle of the dead sea

Discovering a life
Fighting to keep afloat
A reflection
From the dark moon
Is that a fight for life?

Road to Salvation

Spent hours thinking
About yesterday, today and tomorrow
What have I done to myself?
What are the morals I put forth?

Would my future be bleak?
Will the sparks of sunlight finally be seen?
Will will darkness dense my life further?

Is this the reflection of myself?
Soaring, thundering
With no future ahead
Is that bad?
Why?

So what if its over?
It doesnt mark the end of life
Only begins a new chapter
With a clean page

Am I mad?

No I am not enraged
No I am not angry
No I am not crazy
No I am not mad

Why should I be upset?
Why should I be irritated?
Why should I be displeased?
Why should I be annoyed?

I am just stupid
I am just dumb
I am just ignorant
I am just dullard

I am so because I seek for trouble myself
I am so because I never learn my lesson
I am so because I keep asking to be hurt
I am so because all these are avoidable.