CONVOCATION: Family

CONVOCATION: Friends

The moments in time

These are my moments of glory....with my loved ones, my family and my friends....more pics to come after my graduation on 24th July. At the moment, the pictures during the investiture:


My buddies and I


My family


My friends


My friends and I


My family and I


My friends and I

Dear....

Dear...
You stood by me when everyone thought I've failed
You never gave up even during the darkest hour
You always stand strong besides me
You are my strength, my pillar

You provide me with priceless knowledge
For without you,
I am incomplete

You are my treasure
My precious diamond
My dear mummy

Thanks for everything

Finally...

Yep, its finally Investiture tomorrow...not really excited about it....dunno why. However, very much looking forward to it, coz I can finally leave work early...hehe...nah...not loafing around...coz I need to attend my graduation....and most importantly meet my buddies....it feels sooooo long since we last hang out and crap about anything and everything. Everyone seems to be bogged with work these days...sadly...so end up having very little time to even meet online. So tomorrow my darlings, we shall all meet up....the self-absorbed people...hehe...will have our own congregation in the later part of the day....yeah we have to work on Wednesday...but what the heck....we gonna have fun...how little it may be...and how costly it may be...espcially for our sleep....we shall meet and have fun...all of us....and babes...and ya...the single hunk in the group...we shall all go somewhere to take pictures...lotsa pictures one of these days...sooooo fun...soo looking forward to that...I'm already thinking of a few places we can all have our pictures taken...all superbly nice....and ju...she is planning to maybe drive....so if everyone trust he ability to drive, maybe we can all fork out a little and share the cost of the rental of the car...and have a rendevous together during one of the weekends...till tomorrow 11 July 2006....cheerios darlings...see you all tomorrow and I am sure we are all looking forward to 24 July. That is something I look forward to soooo much...so fun....so syiok...hehe...alrite...shall go now...before I start blabbering nonsense!

I've sold my life to the devil

What a pity! This life is no longer mine. It has been taken away from me, the devils, their fault, life has become worse as the day passes. Now, I dont even have a minute for myself. Like now I have turned into a devil myself....and I am hating myself for this....I'm not treating my friends as equals. I no longer have time for them. A 5 min chit chat is also hardly to come by now. Thinking abt what to write is also getting more difficult...oh no....my mind is blocked....its all because of the monsters...sucking my blood. Soon it will be drained....and I foresee a rather sad ending, I super hope it would not happen coz I dread the day...I may just take drastic action which may be detrimental to my being.

Bogged with work

If by the end of the year I am still alive and kicking, I shall count my blessings. This week has been the worst week, and sadly, the worst has yet to come. I only discovered that I have tons of work to do for my dept and level. I need to actually check about 300 species of plants. How the hell I am going to do that, I seriously have no idea. Next, I was informed I have to work like hell the next few days for the Excel Fest. I don't care, I shall have some break. I will try and go out on Fri but sadly, I predict Sat is definitely out since I have to send the kids back to school and bring all the stuff back to school as well. Then during the meeting today, another news came. I am going to be in charge of the non-core dept website, me, who hates computer, is going to be in-charge of that....imagine....then, if that isnt bad enough, my class is chosen for blogging. The kids in my class will definitely love this. I had this in mind even when I was in NIE, however, I never thought I would have to do it weekly, its kinda stress to have to go according to the plan coz I feel blogging is something one does when one feels like writing, and not forced into. I will try and encourage writing to the kids, hopefully it is a success. Luckily, my class is not the only group, the other EM3 class will be doing with us as well...maybe this could improve the kids writing and tehy are able to express themselves better through blogging...so I shall give it my best shot. I know this is neverending, I chose the line, so I shall serve my time appropriately and please God, ensure I do not make a blunder out of this.

Disappointment

Untrue to tell you I am fine
Coz I am not
Untrue to tell you I am okay
Coz it is just pretense

Lying to tell you I am alrite
When you asked
Lying to tell you I am solid
When I am at rock-bottom

I dont wish to pretend
I dont wish to falter
But I know you will bent
And everything will alter

I dont wish for changes
I want it as it is
But I also know my wishes
Is not in God's list

I just cant sit
Coz my life dont not fit
Even when I have the wit
We can never hit