Crossroads

Stood at the crossroads
Cold and confused
Amidst the people
The stretch between east and west

One a reality, the other from the virtual world
A reality that never sets in, and a virtuality of facts

Tired of rolling the dice
And counter on luck
Decide to walk alone
Across this journey

A note for my love

Goodbye my friend
Goodbye my lover
We are destined to meet and part
Leaving is no longer new
I will go where I can find peace
I need peace
I need love
You win
I no longer needed this
I tried to be good
I tried to be second best
I tried to be the last option
But I couldnt take it anymore

So goodbye my friend
Goodbye my lover

Dead Soul

Tears flowed
But had to be hidden
Pain felt
But too hurt to be beaten

What should be done?
The painkillers don't keep it away
The ache too deep
I have known none

I want to give up
I want to let go
But I can't

God,
I need the strength
For I have failed in life
I have tried what I forbided
I have gone to hell

I need a reason to keep on living
For life is too meaningless
I need an antidote to this sore
For I feel worthless