What is an SPG

Today, someone said I am dressed like an SPG...hmmm....I am not offended, but I just wanna highlight I don't qualify as one. I just felt like dressing up and looking and feeling good...havent been feeling good about life for a bit and trying to make myself as happy as I can be.

Anyway, what equates to being an SPG? As I am certain I dont look like one, I went to a few websites to check out what's the criteria of being one? Haha (too free...actually I have tons of work to do) :)

What is an SPG?

It means a local girl who will ONLY go out with a white guy (which I don't), be he's old, bald, ugly or whatsoever. SPG's objective is to date or hook a white guy (which I don't). It's not mainly due to money factor (which I don't), although there're some who do want rich white guys, but mostly it's based on biased thinking that whites are better than the rest (hmmm...trust me...I don't think that way...but shall not explain further). SPG girls commonly speak in fake accents (which I don't), be it American, British or Aussie. Other traits of these girls are long hair (mine is short)and clad in sexy clothes (my clothes are decent enough).

I definitely don't date for status, money, or better whatever....I don't need that...I spend my own keep...

For the person who said that...don't worry...I am not offended...just need to highlight I am not and dont belong to that category. In fact, I don't fit the important criteria, that is SPGs are suppose to be attractive and I am not at all attractive....I am just a plain Jane :)

Why not me

Walk alone
Held hands

Pretending happiness
Truly blissed

Succumb with fear
Filled with joy

Tears running dry
Smiled and glowed

Bleeding heart
Blown away

If only the perfect ending was such
But it had to be reversed!
Rather have hurt then happiness
Really no surprise
How it turned out
Half expected
End
For it is damned, lost and forgotten!

Lifeless

Easing the pain
Taking the norms
Praying for unreal
Following grace
High above

Wasted chance
Unjustifiable dreams
Useless prayers
Running through the blades

Wimp is out
Cry no more
Despair
And loneliness
One can't bear

Pills taken
Spirit gone
For confusion begins
In that shattered dreams

Darkness

Snapping out?
Arduous
Darkness
Uphill
Charging
Unlikely
Resembling
Sadly
Neglect
Definite
Blackness
Surrounds
Insanity
Weirdly
Pain
Consumes
Grims
Begin