Life

Thought I am strong
But I am weak
Presumed life is progressing
But it is worsening

If it is suppose to be better
Why is it going down?
If it is happiness
Why is the tears?

Since when is life ever good?
Since when life is ever pleasant?
One could lie,
But for how long?

If only life can stay as it was
If only life doesnt move
Probably life could be better
Probably there will be more smiles

Now a smile is even hard
For there isnt any reason to
No more...
Since life is a monotone

Changing it is a fluke
Removing it is a forbidden
Which road then one heads?
Since its the crossroad is skewed