Caught in the MIddle

I am caught in the middle of right and wrong
For the wrong, everything else is right
For the right nothing else but one is wrong

So what should I do?
To let go of both?
One helps to show the light
Yet the other in total darkness

One you see your future
The other you are lost
But through the wrong,
One appears so right
Though its gravely wrong

Care

Do you think they care?
Do you think they give a damn?
Do you think it will be normal?
Do you think everything will be okay?

Will things change?
Will life be simpler?
Will you stop pondering?
Will time heal it all?

What the hell is wrong?
What is not right?
What could you do to make it right?
What is happening to you?

For goodness
Make it right now
Before you fall deep into it
Turn and look
Instead of pondering
Things will never be the same
Things will never be okay.

If only you take time to realise
That it will not change
Because you want it to change
It will always be same
You will be treated in similar pattern
No matter what you do
Things can never be right anymore
As you have set on a wrong path.
So why care?

Last Weekend

What a weekend it must have been
Everyone was busy except me
Called A, B and C...
Replies were "Gee, I am busy"

As depressing as it was to be
I checked my list from A to Z
And asked each out for a tea

Replies were sad you see
Again, "Not this weekend Zee"

So I spent my weekend with my familiy
These are the people are there for me

Thinking back and see,
Not a bad weekend
I have to agree
Around the loving arms of my family

A dream

If I could hold on to that dream
I would.
If I could keep that fantasy
I would.
If I could make you stay
I would.

Instead it is just a dream
Of which I do not want to be awake

Stay asleep is what I want
Facing the reality is what I must
Coz letting you go is what I can't
but it would be a gift I give myself

To move forward I refuse
To be awake I am induced
So I won't be swallowed
In my own dreams.

You have taught me many
One could never take your place
Even if one is able to come into it
This heart has a special place
Just for you.

Though letting you go is not a choice
Letting you off from my heart is what i deny
As there you will stay
Forever.

Revelation

You came when sadness surrounds me
A shoulder was all I needed
You glued me back from pieces

But now its you that I want
But its you that rejects me
And its you who sees me as a pest

After the revelation
Things change
Friends no more
Cast aside

Nothing more
nothing less
Fear
Is your reason to stay away