A dream

If I could hold on to that dream
I would.
If I could keep that fantasy
I would.
If I could make you stay
I would.

Instead it is just a dream
Of which I do not want to be awake

Stay asleep is what I want
Facing the reality is what I must
Coz letting you go is what I can't
but it would be a gift I give myself

To move forward I refuse
To be awake I am induced
So I won't be swallowed
In my own dreams.

You have taught me many
One could never take your place
Even if one is able to come into it
This heart has a special place
Just for you.

Though letting you go is not a choice
Letting you off from my heart is what i deny
As there you will stay
Forever.