So many things happened

So stupid....
What you did was stupid?
What were thinking when you decide its ok to do it?
Throwing our life away?
Throwing what you have built?

All confidence lost
Week of hell
Meeting with the heads
Sickness falls
And now facing this?
Hmmm, what else can you take?
Would things get better?
Would the stares go away?

Many things you fear?
What if they see? What if they know?
What if this and what if that?

Stop! Stop!
You can't deal this anymore
Lest craziness follows

STOP! STOP!
But would you?
Doubt it
As it may be short,
It may be gone tomorrow
But you can always hope
Things get better
However slim it may be