A Ray of Hope

THe last month has been super taxing for me. It definitely helped to get my life at the backseat as I was swamped with work. It als, however, allowed me to reflect about life, mine to be precise. Why hope and dream when it is wasted? Why waste the life when you are still living. I see a ray of hope in my life. A friend likes to tell me B-positive. Irony isnt it? Even in that there's a negative (-) sign. But according to him, if life is too perfect, you'd be bored and knowing you, you'd be miserable after a too perfect life...Hmmm...Yeah, a sad optimist, indeed a great oxymoron for someone like me. But yeah, due to the stress level and prolly humidity and all thats happening in my life, I had rashes. And yeah, due to the sleepless nights because of the itch, I started thinking....yeah, Im a cancer, so Im a thinker! I started thinking why should I worry and be sad so much of everything that goes wrong. Have I forgotten Murphy's Law? Anything that can go wrong will go wrong, especially if I am involved..haha...well...thats the sad optimist talking...definitely. But yeah, with all these things that happened, I reflected the past year. I am calmer, Im more patient, I take things with a stride and I value life much much more than anyone could ever imagine and more importantly, I love what I am doing and I am beginning to learn to be happy, despite of Murphy's Law acting its force on me! So yeah I am B-ing positive, whatever it takes, positivity, here I come at strong speed!