Thoughts

Why do I keep thinking
I want the thoughts to stop
I wish the time will freeze
One when I have a true smile
When will that be
I have no idea

As hard as Ive tried
To make the smile real
It makes it harder with every breath that I take
Since the misery never want to end
If I have an antidote
I would end the misery once and for all

But I would not break
Cause I know I am strong enough
Not to let it break me
From this life I know
I would not change it anyway
Whatever comes along my way