Sunday, December 18, 2005

Try

I am trying to hide from the truth
I am in denial
I am excluding the fact
I am feigning ignorance

I know it is impossible
I know it can never be
I know even if I work doubly hard
I know it is a stupid attempt

I shall just go on
I shall not be foolish
I shall try to get it off my head
I shall change everything to improve

I am stronger than I think I am
I know I can do it
I shall try it tomorrow

4 comments:

The Bumbling Village Idiot said...

how well this describes what we are going through now... wow..

Dark Queen said...

Yeah, sometimes we need to remind ourselves we are strong. Sometimes, in the midst of all our probs, we forgot that we are strong enough to deal with them

Anonymous said...

very interesting....but i felt that the last verse.....where u said that u will try it tomorrow...i feel that u should try it today....or as a matter of fact now........thats what i feel trying is all about......

firetigerx said...

Strong, beautiful poetry from a strong, beautiful soul!