The End of Beginning

Do I mean anything
Off course not!
Don't I know about it?
Off course you do!
Do I really care?
Off course you do, at least you did!

I definitely chose the wrong path?
You give as good as you get.

I am doomed
Sadness succumbed me!
Don't be a fool
It's not the end of the world

It's something that I should never plunge into
Now I am burnt deep
It has always been a game
A foolish game

I have set myself on fire
Igniting the flame
It will only hurt you
Let it die

I know I am dumb
I know I am a rat
But never did expect such terms from you
You can't expect anything
Nothing will come from me
Whatever is given is taken
But don't expect anything in return

Admitting defeat now
Or jump to the end
Don't be silly
Just declare that you are trounce
By me, Your Friend